December 15, 2015

Nature Smiles

The triangular joints meet, clasp and hug within the barrenness of landscapes, beckoning nearer what is left of color; the lost leaves, the dead and the dying where nature’s goldens and reds were once full of green.

Colors change over time, the naked limbs grow stronger in these cold months when humans go inside to stave off the chill of day’s sun, boarding up against winter's snow; the tree’s roots dig deeper into the life giving soil, the richness feeds and gives nourishment, strengthening limbs in time to grow and spread, sprouting the buds to bloom in Spring anew.  

We sadden at the sight of the lonely, disparaging limbs, where once we gloried in the splendor it threw our way, beautifying, electrifying our vision, while knowing this current view would come back before our eyes ...we hold onto the memories of what once was, and knowing will come again to brighten our summer months, to shade us from heat of the sun, to blanket us as sleep takes hold.  

As the last leaf flies about and suddenly drops in a breeze, a carpet warms the life giving feet of these limbs for another new season to come; Fall captures us with imagination through memories, and we smile, only a temporary sad smile, to give thanks for the nourishment, passing on this future to nature’s beautiful smile.    

December 9, 2015

Heaven on Earth

Kill the wild beasts, the children of the land; kill the birds, the fish, and with fervor the love for one another; kill the fortitude to carry forward life, the living that beats of a promised heart. Kill what is done to stop the goodness, replacing it with grief; kill the hope and truth and the love that was once there to move the living into heavenly places on earth; heavenly places, the kingdoms of wild forest, wild animals, wild is the nature that once was, until the angels in heaven fall from high, toppling the statues that are insatiably worshiped.

December 5, 2015

Stolen Love

I love no other, no other do I love.  
You came into my life, my days, my nights
No other do I love
Love held my hand
My heart held your love
Love gave me solace, love was the answer
hours became nights, days, months, years
I opened my heart, I heard my voice
love sold your soul in pieces
love filled with shame
love couldn’t answer
I exhaled your name


November 28, 2015

December's Crystal

Winter months ring-in an ending, and a new beginning soon to arrive; sometimes cold, sometimes cruel, sometimes skies streaked with clouds, or clear, with a sun that is worshiped by many, succumbing to warmth a sun drenched heat brings sighs.

Snowmen are built, then start to melt, racing against time towards streams, filling the banks with a clear liquid of blue, where seen is a crystal lying dormant for an eternity, uncovered by torrents of overflowing rivers, etched by rocks beaten into an awakening.

A crystal like no other...covered in gold flecks, shining so bright the eyes cannot stand the strength it emanates; close your eyes and imagine the world covered in warm golden hues, covered with hope that shines through the coldness of hearts; warmth washing away the hardness of hatred...

A crystal held in your hand; imagine-believe-hope for tidal waves of love rippling in and between; over and across; above and below; a heaven erasing the hell on earth; blooming like a flower that has never seen the sun, forever more; through eternity.  Believe.

November 26, 2015

A Time Filled With Memories

Thanksgiving, a day filled with memories.  I think about the past, the present, and the future.  There are people I miss, people who were once part of my life, people I am thankful for in my present, for being part of these memories;  the good times, the in-between times, the growing pain times where a helping hand was outstretched to keep me from falling.  

I think about the family and friends who helped me stand, helped me to walk, and helped me to run.  I think about the shadows, the darkness, but most of all the light that comes into these memories.  The times I played, the times I worked, the times that raced me into and through the hard jobs with people who kept me going toward tomorrow.

Memories of Thanksgivings come to mind; memories of family and friends gathered around the table to eat, and to laugh and be grateful; those times were the best of times, and sometimes the worst….now fading as I age, once here, now going.

The sun comes up each morning, and waves the passing of time into night’s darkness; moisture settles across the field of sunflowers, and the last light reflects the dew as it lingers on petals, feeding the thirst of the tiny lady bug.  In these moments I watch; in these moments I wait; in times like these I give thanks for these memories.

October 28, 2015

Me and You

The urge to write comes upon me, but I've lost inspiration; I look over my Prosetry, and find all the words have been used, taken; Two hundred and twenty-six poems and short stories, what in the world is left for me to say...words, come again, another day? I'm sad. My muse is gone, has left me. My inspiration, my heart, I can no longer see. What in the world does anyone want to hear from a sad, blind writer like me?

I knew you, yes.
I heard you, yes.
I saw you, yes.
...and yet you left.

I cherished you, yes
I revered your hands, yes.
your mind, your words, yes.
...and yet you left.

Your smile awakened my day
Your laughter quickened my heart
Your strength of being was seen at play
and yet you left, you threw it all away

was I wrong, to want a friend
was I wrong, to open my heart
was I wrong to speak the truth
was I wrong to push and pull
was I wrong to hold your space

you ran away
you wouldn’t stay
from day into night
was there a right
was there a wrong
for heart to love this long

October 7, 2015

I Knew You

I saw you I knew you, I was lost until I found you
I loved you
I lost you

September 15, 2015

Just Gone

not just one, not just two, but a million and one gather around you
not just me, not just him or her, but a battalion, an army, loves you
a day in your life, and night in your dreams, all cool and sweet
just one more hour, one more day, propels you down the street
you stumble, you step, you make your feet to meet the sun
you sleep, you wake, you choose yourself to walk, to run
you’re gone, no more steps
no more dreams, you slept
just gone
no more me
no more we
no more you
not even a few
not one

September 8, 2015


Tired but cannot sleep
scrambled thoughts invade my mind
night becoming day

The past cannot stay
faster now, you run away
falling in the dark

The bell starts to peal
held suspended in our dreams
which one is real

Time elevates time
to sleep, a train whistles sleep
slumber into deep

Empty nights without dreams of you
Pain flies as I see your face in the clouds
Empty days when thoughts of you are blown away

August 31, 2015

Where Do You Lie

Photograph by Emma Thompson (granddaughter)

The blue was pink, then orange, then grey
an evening fought for time of day
Where have you gone, where do you lie?
Across the miles, with the clouds in the sky

August 30, 2015

Aidan Turner, Only Human

His Eyes
Golden amber, glisten like shimmering pools of diamonds touched by magic
showing love, joy, happy anticipation
then withdrawn with quiet contemplation
showing anger, his thirst, his raucous rebellion
a lust for life, the twinkle of a star, one in a million.
Come back to me, come back to love; heart stopping, pounding, where the tongue was dipped into a revitalizing supping nectar, a full bodied sweetness. My pulse was yours, and yours mine, where love cleaved with passion and eagerness.
Counter the wronged now, remove the towel, wipe the brow
words yet to be said, bandage that from which life has bled

August 10, 2015

Another sleepless night

Sleepless night...oh, sleepless night...I toss and I turn, I turn on the light. Visions of waves, visions of flowers, visions of sonnets swim, swim, swim, invading my mind with a cascade of showers.

My heart beats, oh, how it beats, missing the tempo, skipping sleep. Thunderstorms in dreams, where noise clammers and shines its beams....turn out the light, my mind wants to pray, but then there is one more word I have to say. 

I close my eyes, there you are again, words drowning out words, again and again. Being accepted into the dark, now closing my eyes as the sun raises the mark.

Sail Away

Photograph by Ele Kittl

The sea crackles and snaps to attention; the sea of glass breaks in a thousand pieces across the bow this day in time...sail away, sail away, sail away one last time. A single winged gull catches the surf; throws his head back and cries, sail away, sail away, sail away, this time is mine!

August 6, 2015

My Haiku For You ~ Sleep Music

eyes alert will see
voices whisper in the dark
deep silence waiting

sleep hums beside us
turning once, turning again

the music of night

July 30, 2015

My Haiku For You~Words of Love

on the eve of love
a threshold to cross over
embrace the moment


my hand in your hand
steps to take along the path
to be met halfway


July 24, 2015

My Haiku for you ~ The Night Scent

flowers soak warm sun
night will bring its scented air
listen on the breeze

calling you to bed
inhale and sleep lovely scents
all is well tonight


my mind goes blank tonight
I want to write, but I draw a blank
how many ways can you write about love?
comparisons, analogies, metaphorical, mind bending
I've twisted it, curved it, craved it, shaved it, tossed it away
and yet it continues to walk toward me, on me, leaving its marks
one sentence, a completion of your existence, one small proof
you tossed me a word, and I wanted the entire sentence
a thought, one tiny thought is all I longed for, hoped for
you threw me a crumb, and I craved the whole loaf

July 18, 2015

My Haiku For You~"Gesundheit"

flowers, weeds and things
heavy is the pollen now
sneezing bees, haachoo!

surf is up today!
but feeling down all-around
can’t go out to play!

summer colds abound
tissues used beyond the norm
resting is the plan

My Love and I

Time passes, my love
Time and time again, my love seeks to reinvent, to find its meaning in the losses of years passed
Time passes, my love
Time travels at warp speed, longing to see, yearning to believe in a future with you again
Time passes, my love
hold on fast, time travelers are the driving force behind the wheel of destiny’s heartbeat
Time passes, my love
Lean into the sun’s rays, lean against the shoulder of strength and forgiveness 
Don’t hesitate
Time passes my love
Live your fate

July 6, 2015

My Haiku(s) For You~ Confection

the mind holds so much fear, give your heart up
looking high and low
I have a dream of you dear
deep and near to my heart

loving lifts you up
a smile each day to give away
kindness and caring

chocolate chips melting
hot sun sweetened confection
lips bursting with love

nocturnal ramblings
suddenly September blooms
lost in heady sweets

June 24, 2015


sick of this earth
sick of its death
down comes the rain
down comes its mirth

thunderous moments, evening sky
down comes the rain
don’t let me cry

tortured with grief, lie after lie
don’t let me mourn
don’t let me die

Can I Love You?

You were my friend, both night and day
You left
I left
Without a word
Neither could stay

Love came to you
I loved you too
I want out
Let me out
Take me away
Far, far away

Better to have loved
To die alone
To grieve

Death comes to all who have loved and lost
Can I love you?
Stay away
Let me die

The stench overpowers, overbears, stiffens the mind with repugnant dreams.
Hurt fills the room, it smothers, it strangles, it stifles the air with pungent memories.  Memories, sweet memories.  How I loved, in those memories.