You
are walking slowly through the crowded sidewalks, last minute shoppers looking,
looking into the stuffed display windows, but seeing a child’s eyes looking
back. What was it like, all those
Christmases long ago? What was it like
being that child and seeing through her eyes?
Was Santa real, was he bringing that wished for toy; a wish you’d had
all year, waiting for that morning to arrive, and hoping to see it under the
tree? Would it be there? Would that wish come true?
The gamut, down the block, to the corner, a mile
I run the country roads
Through fields of green, or frozen ice, to the end
Take a pill - run away
Shirk a duty - run away
Drink a shot - run away
Lie in the grass; or on a dune by the sea
Sit on a curb, or a bench
Catch a breath with me
Tiptoe by a door
From the night
A dark whore
Run away
Run, run
Run away
Passing,
never to come this way again
Dark
nights, street lights
Entering,
never to feel this way again
Remember
this scene.....
You
remember a fortress, where barren trees wait to live. Life surrounds you with evergreen.
Cars
pass in the night, shining through window panes.
A
face is seen, within a fractured light.
The
rumble of tires, you run on, on to the cracks in the pavement. Those
same cracks, stumbled over in front of a window - eyes stare back.